Your
handwriting is certainly an improvement over former correspondence, however your
I’s might reflect too much buoyancy considering the gravity of your topic.
Winter
seems like death, still, bare, solemn, but that is the time when nutrients and
minerals are absorbed, storing up, like a spring rolling tighter and tighter.
It might not look like much from the outside, but without the compounding of
reserves you would never have anything to see. Looking isn’t the same as
seeing. Maybe death is like that—more to it than meets the eye.
My
days here are spent much the same as every other day. In the southern
hemisphere summer heat makes me envious of your winter, itchy grass and all.
It’s not all sunshine and sweat though for I found a species of variegated reticulatis
that I’m shipping home with explicit instructions for planting. I hope the new
gardener is more open-minded than the last one. One person’s variegated reticulatis
is another person’s weed.
Peacocks
seem all feather until they branch out, stick-like before the final tuft. I
think you’re describing porcupines but they’re all spine, no feather. I like
the idea of trees though, hiding their softness on the inside, but of course
when they bloom and leaf out they share their beauty and softness more than
birds which are likely to give you lice. I eat a mango as I write. I’m grateful
for the fruit of the tree’s generosity. If I had room in the greenhouse then I’d
send a mango tree. I wonder what the gardener would do with that.
With
much affection and even more mango juice,
Your
Eldest Brother
Chapter 2
The house itself
was laid out along a long central hall, but there were hideous sculptures
everywhere that lent a sense of chaos to the symmetry. To the left of the
entry, a couple sat on a set of stairs kissing as though they were the only
people in the world. It didn’t shock me exactly, but it made me feel
uncomfortable. The party would not be a Wild affair with chamber music and tea.
Camilla didn’t seem
to notice them as she took off her jacket, draping it over the face of a
sad-looking lopsided plaster man then led me across the pale parquet floor past
dark doorways to the kitchen. She looked different with her bare arms, bare
except for the black metal runes embedded in her skin. It reminded me that she
wasn’t Camilla from school but a full grown Daughter of a House. In other
words, if she’d been dangerous then, she was deadly now.
The kitchen was a pale
green color that made even Camilla look sickly, but we didn’t stop there.
Camilla didn’t pause until she had her hand on the back door.
“Helen,” she said,
looking at me with a strange intensity. “I’m glad you came to London.”
With that, she
opened the door and stepped outside, leaving the door open for me. I followed
cautiously. Peering out, I froze blinking as I passed through the invisible
barrier that kept the noise, light and energy from the outside world.
The yard was
ordinary enough, grass, hedges, flower beds here and there, but the lights, the
music, the people dancing and laughing had so much color, so much intensity, I
wasn’t sure where to look or whether I should turn around and leave. There was
a stage set up on the right side of the yard, not a stage exactly, more like
scaffolding, where the musicians played their instruments to a beat unfamiliar
to me. There was jazz, but the drum was too insistent and the guitar too
ostentatiously brilliant. The musicians seemed caught in their own spell of
sound, playing off each other like no one was dancing or listening, except the
guitarist, the one whose sound was so obviously out of place. He raised his
dark head, met my gaze and gave me a sneering smile as his fingers flew over
the frets.
I looked away,
forcing myself to focus instead of letting precious seconds of my mission slip
away. That was all the time it would take for the Hotblood to see me and disappear.
Again. I walked down the steps, searching the yard. Camilla was right—the place
was buzzing with people, Hotbloods, Wilds, all with too much energy and too
much intensity. The Wilds were beautiful, perfect, but the Hotbloods were alive. There was more than one Wild
flirting with a Hotblood, and not only men; I saw a Wild girl who laughed up at
a well-muscled Hotblood with glowing dark brown eyes before sliding a hand up
his bare arm. I wrapped my arms around myself instinctively for a moment,
almost feeling the contact between the two.
The crowds were
dizzying, or maybe I was still dizzy from earlier, with Hotbloods that didn’t
give me a second glance as I slid around groups as they laughed and jostled
each other, the violence in their every movement as natural to them as
breathing. One stepped back suddenly, knocking me to the side. I should have
seen him coming, should have been faster in my reactions, but everything was
still spinning. He grabbed my arm as if to keep me from falling over,
apologizing as his heat that sank through my sleeve. The burning of his jade
green eyes, but most of all, the regularly spaced scars that criss-crossed his
bare arms made me jerk away from him.
“It’s nothing,” I
said with what I hoped was a calm, in control smile before I turned away, my
heart pounding in my chest. He could probably hear my heart race, see the pulse
jump in my throat, but what other reaction was I supposed to have after running
into a Bloodworker? They were to the Hotbloods what Heads of Houses were to
Wilds. Powerful. Dangerous.
A red-haired
Hotblood girl stepped in front of me, blocking my way as she lifted a plastic
cup to her lips, drinking while I stood, unable to edge around her with the
various Hotbloods laughing in groups penning me in. I could have shoved my way
through the way they did, but that much contact with that much heat would only
make me more overwhelmed.
When she was done
drinking she focused her green eyes on me, green like the bloodworker’s had
been, glowing eyes that matched the long dress she wore. Unlike most of the
Hotblood dresses, it had sleeves.
“I like your dress,”
I said, giving her a smile as I attempted to edge by her, but she hadn’t
shifted, still blocking my way.
“Do you?” She
looked down, frowning, like she hadn’t remembered wearing a dress. When she
looked up she was still frowning. “Are you looking for someone? Maybe I can
help you.” Her voice was a little bit rough, but richly vibrant.
I smiled easily.
“I’m here with Camilla, but I’ve lost track of her. Maybe you’ve seen her?”
“Camilla of Carve? What
is she doing here?” The voice came from behind me, a low growl that made my
heart pound and the hairs rise on the back of my neck. When I glanced back, the
Bloodworker stood behind me, impressively muscled arms crossed over his chest
blocking any move in that direction.
I stared at him,
for a moment mesmerized by the bright green gaze that held mine as though he
were the leader of the pack, the alpha male who everyone there had to answer to.
I’d never really thought about the hierarchy of power in Hotblood clans. I
should have. What did I know about Hotbloods other than they were the quarter
of the Nether who were physical/emotional? Maybe I could disarm him like that
other Wild woman I’d seen, maybe I could convince him that I was only there for
a good time, with no ulterior motives.
I smiled up at him
as I slid my hand up his chest. The heat of him, his heart where it throbbed
beneath the skin spread through me, chasing away the chill I’d had since I’d
come to this foggy, damp country.
“Probably looking
for a Hotblood to dance with,” I said hanging onto the smile even as the heat
built up in my hand to uncomfortable levels. Hopefully this wasn’t someone who
had already been burned by Camilla.
The girl behind me
gave her gruff laugh. “You’ll have as much luck seducing me as you would my
brother.”
“Oh, I don’t know,”
the Hotblood responded, catching my wrist in his huge hand, forcing it to stay
pressed against his chest while jade eyes burned down at me.
I felt a blush
creep up my neck. I wasn’t trying to seduce anyone, much less a Bloodworker. I
only wanted him to feel like I wasn’t a threat. Camilla would have seduced him.
Of course, telling them that I was with Camilla would make them think that I
was like her. He stroked the back of my hand with my thumb which made my throat
tighten up the way it did when people got the mistaken idea that I was
friendly. It happened in my med classes sometimes. I looked directly at the
Hotblood, fighting the need to pull away.
“I don’t want any
trouble here; all I wanted was to have fun and enjoy the company.” It wasn’t
technically a lie. Fun for me would be enjoying the company of the Hunter who
could tell me where to find my brother.
“Are you sure you
don’t want trouble?” The jade eyed Bloodworker asked, pulling me a little bit
closer. “Because you look like the kind of girl that could handle it.”
I could smell the
heat on him. Had that been a compliment or an insult? Maybe a joke. Whatever it
had been, nothing was helping me disentangle myself.
While I stood
there, someone stepped beside me then put a hand on the Bloodworker’s shoulder.
I watched the jade-eyed Hotblood blink a few times while the heat from his eyes
faded until he stepped back, letting go of me.
“You said you
wanted to have fun?” I turned to the Cool voice instinctively. The sound of his
voice was like music, like the wind making me want to melt, to agree, to do
anything and everything he suggested. I shook my head, trying to focus, to
remember why I was there in the first place. The Cool voice affected me more
than the Bloodworker’s touch. I sidled away from the Cool guy until I was
brought up short by the Hotblood where she still stood, obstinately in my way.
It would be
humiliating to run away from a Cool, considered the least dangerous of our
kind, when I represented of Slide. I forced myself to stand up straight and
turn to him, frowning at the newcomer who proved to be the dark haired guitarist
from the stage. The music was different without him. I should have noticed.
“We’ve got
everything under control here,” the Hotblood in the green dress said to the
newcomer, glaring at him openly.
“That’s mahvelous.
We wouldn’t want to lose control, would we, Cami?” he drawled. There was
nothing crisp about his southern drawl, and his heavy lidded eyes laughed at
her. There was something off about him. I hadn’t spent very much time with
Cools—they always made me nervous, but I knew enough to know that they didn’t
usually mock people.
“She says she’s
here with Camilla of Carve,” Cami said, crossing her arms over her chest. The
sleeve of her dress pulled up enough that I caught a glimpse of serious scar
tissue. Usually Hotbloods wore their scars with pride, but was that why she had
on long sleeves? Did she dislike that scar for some reason?
“Well why wouldn’t
she? Camilla has no problem crashing parties.” He smiled at me, but the smile
didn’t meet his grayish brown eyes. I fought the urge to shy away from him.
“Camilla wasn’t
invited? She said this was her cousin’s house.” My jaw tightened as I struggled
against the dizziness. It didn’t matter whose house this was. What mattered was
finding a Hotblood who knew my brother. I turned to the girl, to search her
face for signs of friendliness, but her frown didn’t budge.
The Cool guy raised
an eyebrow. His face looked all wrong somehow, but maybe that was the pounding
in my head. Cools had unobtrusive features that blended with their passive
energy, not crooked noses, ugly grayish eyes and protruding cheekbones. His
smile was mocking. “This is a wedding party. No one minds a few extra guests,
do they, Cami?” He offered me his arm. “After this dance we can scour the place
for Camilla. No doubt she’s found a dark corner with a Hotblood.”
Dance? I shook my
head then found myself blinking to clear my vision with his arms around me,
holding me against his body, closer than I’d ever let another man come, close
enough that his belt dug into my hipbone.
“I think moving
your feet would help give you the appearance of dancing instead of sleeping,”
he whispered, his mouth brushing my ear with his hands firmly holding me
against him.
I couldn’t push him
away as I stood frozen for a moment, realizing that I’d actually fainted in
public, in front of a party full of Hotbloods. Humiliation didn’t cover what I
felt. I, Helen of Slide, Daughter of the House, fainting like a weak eighteenth
century damsel?
I moved my feet,
letting him hold my body against his cool, lean lines as though I really were there
for that kind of good time. It was better than the alternative, at least I
thought that until we started moving to the music and I became more and more
aware of him. The Cool energy seeped into me, only it wasn’t anything like the
peaceful sensations I expected from a Cool. Instead, my nerves become strained,
raw as I swayed against him.
I tried to pull my away,
but he was stronger than he looked. “They’re still watching you,” he said
mildly, but it sounded like mockery. Maybe he couldn’t talk without a slight
sardonic tinge. I looked up at him, at the flinty grey eyes that watched me
steadily. “Don’t you like dancing?” His southern drawl was as out of place as
the rest of him.
“I think I’d rather
be unconscious than dance with you.” I blinked at him, shocked by my own
directness.
He slid his hand
down my back, pulling me close as he murmured. “This is the kind of party where
that could be easily arranged. The Hotbloods are wondering what you’re really
doing here.” He moved slowly, side to side to the rhythm of the rhumba. I
glanced at the band, wondering what had brought on the unfortunate change in
tempo that only made me more aware of his thighs brushing against mine. “The
last party Camilla attended was more exciting than even Hotbloods like for a wedding
party, and she usually avoids the company of women as beautiful as she is.”
“I’m glad I’m
dancing with you who has no curiosity about me instead of a Hotblood then.” I
smiled up at him, nearly as mocking for a moment as he was. “By the way, if
you’re going to call a woman beautiful, it’s less of a compliment if you tell
her that she’s as beautiful as someone else.”
I shivered as his
hand slid up my back, cradling my body against his, all hard lines and angles
to my soft curves.
“It would be more
compliment and less observation if it came from someone else. I’m interested in
beauty a little less blatant than Camilla’s.”
I raised my chin
and my eyebrows, close enough that I couldn’t help but brush against his rough
cheek. “Excellent. I admit preferring insults to compliments.”
His smile looked
almost pleasant for a moment. “Then we shall get along very well.”
I smothered my near
laugh. “Why would someone so comfortable delivering insults catch an unknown
girl instead of letting her fall on her face?”
His thigh brushed
mine, sending a rush of something tingling through my body. My body did not
tingle. Was he doing that to me with his Cool abilities, making me respond to
his body for some unaccountable reason? Maybe Camilla had paid him to do it or
blackmailed him, except the musician for all his weak Cool blood didn’t seem
the type to be easily manipulated.
Maybe awareness of
his body had something to do with the nausea.
He shrugged,
sliding his hand over my hip and raising his eyebrow suggestively. “Apparently
I’m more of a gentleman than I thought I was.”
“If your hand moves
much lower, you won’t be.”
He smiled a slow,
sultry smile. “You’ll know the truth: that I’m only being overly familiar to
save you from the humiliation of losing consciousness in public.”
“That’s the only
reason?”
“When is there ever
only one reason? I admit, I have rarely enjoyed being overly familiar with a
perfect stranger so much.” He slid his hand from my hip across the bottom of my
spine, sending a ripple of panic along with chills. I bit my lip as I forced
myself to sway against his chest, gripping his shoulders while I studied the man
with stubble on his chin, stubble that destroyed the formality of his necktie.
“Do you think
everyone here was invited, except Camilla and I? It’s not a very formal party.”
I glanced over his shoulder where the Jade-eyed Bloodworker had his arms folded
across his enormous chest, staring at me. When he’d grabbed my wrist it had
felt like he wanted to rip my arm off. I should feel more grateful to the
guitarist than I did; he’d saved me from more than humiliation.
The Cool guitarist
looked down at me, caught my eye then shook his head slightly. “It’s as formal
as anything involving Hotbloods could be. Would you like an invitation? I’m
going to a party, May 17th. There will be dancing, drinking, the odd
outburst of violence; if it sounds at all interesting, I’d be delighted if you
were my date.”
“You’re inviting me
to the party I’m already at?” The formality of his words didn’t match the way he
held me against him.
“It makes things
simple. That way we don’t have to worry about where to meet, if I have to take
you to dinner first, or what food allergies you have, if any. I have to warn
you though that I’m going to be playing in the band for the first set, so
you’ll have to entertain yourself until I finish up.”
I stared at his
grayish eyes, wary of him manipulating my emotions, but the only thing out of
place seemed to be a slight flicker of amusement I felt. “I thought the whole
point of the band was to entertain everybody else. Having to entertain myself
while you play for me seems redundant. Of course, so is inviting me to a party
I’m already at. Are you always so mind boggingly over-efficient?”
He grinned, showing
white teeth. “Always. So, do you have any food allergies I should know about?”
“In spite of the
fact that you made such a strong point about why you don’t need to know those
tedious details, no. I’m not allergic to anything other than party crashing which
is why I accept your only slightly belated offer. It’s a date.”
He blinked, as if
surprised I would agree instead of insulting him, but only cocked his head to
the side as he studied me, so close I could see the specks of brown in his eyes.
“You don’t seem like the type of woman who needs to rebel against the
strictures of her House.”
“You question my
inherent need to lose myself from the duties of the House in the arms of a
Hotblood? Next you’ll be saying that itinerant musicians aren’t my type.”
“What makes a
musician itinerant rather than the garden variety?”
“Perhaps it’s the
garden,” I said, nodding to the grounds behind us.
He winced even as
he brushed my shoulders with a touch so light, it shouldn’t have made me shiver.
“Then it’s good I’m the garden variety. You know, you never told me your name.”
“What’s in a name?
A rose by any other name…”
“Rose? I would have
thought something a bit bolder like Cressida.”
“Cressida is a bold
name? I always thought it sounded like a salad.”
“Salads can be very
bold. I’ve faced many a salad which took their imminent absorption without so
much as wilting.” He spoke as though how one faced one’s salad was extremely
important.
“That’s because
you’re Cool and salads like you. All the salads I’ve eaten began boldly but
ended limp and pathetic, drowning themselves in dressing before I have half a
chance at them.”
He wrinkled his
nose a little bit. “You’re one of those girls who drowns their salads in dressing?”
“I don’t drown
them. They drown themselves.” I shook my head slightly as I realized the sort
of conversation we were having while I let my chance to find my brother slip
away. “Thank you for the dance, but you’ll have to excuse me.”
I pulled away and
felt a wave of nausea that had me struggling to breathe.
“Are you all
right?” He sounded genuinely concerned and his smile was gone as he put his
hands on my arms, pulling me back upright and against him.
“Would you rather I
apologize before or after I was sick on your shoes?” I looked down and saw that
he wasn’t wearing any shoes.
“Take a deep
breath,” he murmured once again far too close to me, running his hand down my
back. His touch was soothing this time, the way I’d expected Cools to feel. I found
myself relaxing in his arms, soothed by his voice and his touch enough that the
nausea faded into something closer to exhaustion.
“This is
ridiculous,” I whispered, wanting to laugh or cry. “I’m not usually sick in
public.”
“Maybe I should
take you to your hotel.”
“No.” I
straightened, but trying to move away from him brought back the nausea and
dizziness full force. “I have to…” I stared into his concerned eyes and
wondered why crying seemed like a good idea. I didn’t know him. Then again, who
better than someone I didn’t know and would never see again to cry on?
He moved suddenly,
whirling me while bending over, close and personal. Before I could push him
away, I heard the sound of shattering glass followed by cursing. My partner
wove us through the crowd, away from the angry Hotblood demanding who had
thrown a perfectly good drink at his head while the band played louder.
“You have very fast
reflexes.” I hadn’t seen the flying glass coming out of the darkness. Why
hadn’t I seen something he’d seen?
“Thank you. Next
you’re going to be admiring my courage for attending Hotblood gatherings.”
I shook my head.
“The only thing I’ll admire is your lack of intelligence for coming to a
Hotblood party in the first place.”
His lips twisted
into a smirk. “We stand in mutual admiration.”
I returned his
smile. “You’re not like most of the Cools I’ve met.”
“Naturally. Hunting
demons brings the Nether out in all of us.” I blinked at him. If he was a
Hunter, that might explain what he was doing at a Hotblood gathering.
I felt my heart
pound in my throat as I searched for words that wouldn’t put him on his guard.
“So you’re here as more than entertainment? What do you do in a Hunting party?”
He frowned and
pulled away slightly. It was my turn to tighten my hands behind his neck to
keep him close. “Demons can’t sense those who are with me. It tends to keep my
friends alive.”
“How convenient for
your friends that you’re willing to Hunt.” I slid my hand up his neck, feeling
the skin beneath my fingers, rougher than Wild skin I’d felt.
He inhaled slightly
as his pupils dilated then moved, pulling me close as he ducked down behind a
large group of Hotbloods.
He’d pressed me
against his chest while the sound of shattering glass and angry Hotbloods came
from very close. I tried not to notice his heart thudding against mine.
When he pulled me
up, giving me space to breathe, I said, “Is someone trying to hit you, or me?” We
moved behind another group of Hotbloods away from the house and into the
shadows, arms still wrapped around each other. The attacks weren’t anything
really, glass, alcohol, nothing lethal, but for some reason my heart pounded
and my veins filled with adrenaline.
He shrugged even as
he let go of my waist. I stumbled, falling to my knees as the world flipped upside
down and I stayed there, trying to breathe and think as drums beat inside my
skull. I didn’t faint that time. Eventually I was able to stand up, cross my
arms over my chest and stare at him while we hid, lost from the party beneath
the shadows a large oak tree.
“Better?” he asked,
frowning as I tried to straighten even more.
I swallowed. “Yes,
thank you.” I had to say something, to ask him if he knew my brother, but how
could I be subtle while my head felt like someone was beating my brains to
pulp?
“Would you like me
to find Camilla for you?”
I shook my head,
reaching out to put a hand on his arm. As I looked up at him, the color of his
eyes lost in shadows I said, “Do you Hunt with any Wilds?”
His lips twisted,
but my head wasn’t pounding quite so hard. “Are you volunteering?”
I blinked at him
then smiled. “Think how useful I’d be, fainting on demons.”
“Tell me,” he said,
moving closer, pressing me back against the rough bark of the tree. “What do
you want?”
I opened my mouth,
fighting off the instinct to tell him. “You think that I should trust you when
I don’t even know your name?” I wanted to tell him, to relax against him and
let him take away the rest of the slight remaining headache.
He pulled away, and
my headache immediately rebounded. I put a hand to my head wincing as I tried
to breathe through the renewed nausea. “I really think you should lie down,” he
said, sounding concerned.
I shook my head,
movement that made everything spin. “I’ll be fine. I only need a moment. So
tell me, who’s throwing drinks at us? Is it the Bloodworker taking it out on
the party crasher, or is it a scorned woman?”
He sighed, reaching
above me to lean against the tree while looking down at me. “I am the one
drawing the attack. If you’d like, I’ll leave, drawing fire while you escape.
I’m a very dangerous person to be friends with.”
I swallowed, for
some reason aware of him even without being pressed against his body. “I
thought that you protected your friends.”
He leaned closer
even as I touched his face, feeling his stubble against my palm. “Only from
demons.” His words were barely more than whisper, his breath skimming over my
hair like a cool breeze. I shivered even as I tried to maintain control. He
acted as though he were aware of me, resting his eyes a little too long on my
mouth, as though he were wondering how I would taste. I swallowed the vivid
image I had of his skin against mine. I had to focus.
“Do you work with
many Americans?”
His mouth twisted
with amusement. Why did I find the contours of his lips so fascinating? Maybe
because his lips looked so soft, contrasting to his rough skin. “Wild
Americans? Like you?”
I blinked as I realized
how apparent I’d become. He’d distracted me probably more than I’d distracted
him. “Yes,” I finally said, giving up on discreet. I reached up to smooth his
shoulder beneath my hand. “I know that Hunters don’t like interference from
Houses. I’m not here to interfere; I swear it.”
“The person who is
throwing drinks at me is a hot tempered Hunter that would be able to help you,”
he said, grasping my hand in his, holding it for a moment before he let it go,
stepping back. His face in shadows was impassive, showing nothing.
I licked lips that
were suddenly dry as I wondered if I could trust him. “I’m Helen,” I said
impulsively, putting out a hand as though we were at a Wild function instead of
beneath the spread of an oak tree.
“Matthew,” he said,
barely brushing my hand with his, but the awareness of the touch, the rise and
fall of dizziness, left me breathing hard as I leaned against the tree,
struggling to stay upright.
“So, I’ll go find
the Hunter, then.” I tried to ignore him as I peered around the tree, studying
the layout of the yard, the groups of Hotbloods and where they’d been and where
the projectile must have come from considering the target. The Hunter was
nowhere to be seen. The glasses probably came from the balcony where people
milled around, none of them looking particularly volatile, but who could tell?
I turned back to
the Cool guy. “I’ve heard of Cools that could bend reality, making someone see
something other than what’s there. Do you think you could dance with someone,
someone you made appear like me?”
I blushed as I
spoke, feeling like I was discussing a ‘cunning plan’, like the ‘cunning plan’
when I was fourteen, home during a school break while I tried to convince my
brother Stanley to help me sneak into the cabinet at the bottom of the stairs.
That plan had landed him in the hospital with a broken leg. He’d gotten off
easy though. He didn’t have to face the weight of my father’s disappointment.
The Cool guy shook
his head slowly. “I could create a diversion with your sister the dryad,” he
said nodding up into the tree.
I stared up into
the dark branches as he reached up with his long arm, but the closest branch
was out of his reach. I had a realization of what he planned. I slipped off my
heels then put my foot on the knee he bent for me. I rose as he boosted me up
with his hands clasped together. I tried not to think what it would look like
if anyone from my world saw me like this, climbing a tree with a random Hunter.
It was hard to think of anything as I felt his breath on my body when he lifted
me higher. He held me closer than I’d ever been to anyone who wasn’t related to
me, but of course it meant nothing, not when I was the Daughter of a House and
he was nothing but an itinerant Cool musician, or had we decided he was a
garden musician?
I gasped, trying to
maintain my balance in spite of dizziness. He wasn’t strong like my brothers
and weaved a little bit like a tree in a breeze holding me up. I grabbed a
handful of his hair, making him grunt before I took aim and leapt, grabbing a
branch that held me for a moment before it cracked and split. He tried to catch
me, but I only knocked him down, landing on top of him covered in twigs and
leaves.
“You killed it,” he
gasped with a ragged laugh while he tried to breathe around where my knee was
in his stomach. His breath was on my neck as I lay sprawled over him. He put a
hand on my knee to push it out of his gut, startling me with a touch that sent
a rush of something unnamable through me that had me needing to move away, to
safety, but also to stay exactly where I was with twigs jabbing into my thigh.
“Maybe it’s too
violent for you, desecration of trees and all that.” I smothered a laugh as I
tried to breathe, to get all of this back under control.
“Pruning is the
International Cool pastime.” He smiled at me while his eyes sparkled, silvery
and alive as his voice. I shivered harder as I smiled back at him. I held out a
hand, offering to help him up. He took it, the feel of his palm against mine a
tactile sensation I tried to analyze. He had cold skin that vibrated at a
nearly immeasurable level, energy that worked its way through my skin,
travelling through neurons up my arm until I felt goose-bumps run down my
spine. It didn’t actually mean anything, so why was it so hard for me to let go
of that hand? He didn’t move away as we stood there while shivers spread
through me in time to my pulse. My breathing grew more rapid until with a start
I pulled away from him, crossing my arms over my chest.
“Let’s get pruning
then,” he said covering up the awkward silence after I’d finally stepped back.
I felt awkward and irritated with him in spite of the fact that he’d waited for
me to pull away. How could I justify holding his hand by arguing that I had to
analyze his temperature? Of course he felt Cool. That’s what he was called:
Cool.
He picked up the
branch, not mentioning anything about my delayed hand drop. Maybe it had only
felt like I’d held his hand for a long time. The awareness mixed with nausea,
but it wasn’t quite as unpleasant.
He seemed to forget
me as he shaped the branch into the likeness of a body, running his hands over
the wood instinctively, bending it this way and that, whispering to it until
the only leaves left were where hair would be, with two twigs sticking out for
arms in the dancing position.
“Give me your
jacket,” he said, his voice startling me. I shrugged out of my jacket, handing
it to him, feeling self-conscious in the camisole that bared so much skin as
well as my runed arms. He took it without seeming to notice my runes or
anything else about me as he dressed the branch. What was I doing, dressing up
a branch when I had important things to do? It wouldn’t work anyway.
Suddenly the
branches came to life, moving as the leaves flowed into hair that covered a
face while arms wrapped around him.
“How did you…” I
gasped reaching out to touch a strand of hair.
He looked over at
me as I pulled at leaves. The branch had become nothing more than a bit of wood
wearing a wool coat. “It’s an illusion,” he said as though that should be
obvious. “If anyone looks too closely it’ll be broken, but I’m counting on you
to be stealthy and quick. You’re very brave, hunting a Hunter.”
I took a quick
breath as I studied him, wondering why he would help me, actually using his
gifts for someone he didn’t even know. “Thank you, Matthew. Getting to know you
makes me think that I need to meet more Cools.”
He grimaced, like
I’d insulted him. “The illusion won’t last forever,” was all he said though.
My headache
throbbed as I moved through the shadows at the edge of the yard. I fought off
nausea as I slipped around couples who were entwined as though they were the
only people in the universe. I tried to ignore them as I dodged around blooming
lilacs and trampled a peony. I finally had only six feet between myself and the
trellis I would climb to the balcony. With coarse laughter around me I doubted
anyone would think it was too strange to see a runed girl scaling a trellis.
Not that a girl in a jacket would be any less noticeable but if I’d still had
my jacket, no one could see my runes, or the camisole that Hotbloods leered at.
I felt a juvenile thrill as I made that last dash under the bright lights,
leaping for the trellis, catching the gaps in the frame with my bare feet.
I couldn’t remember
the last time I’d climbed something, maybe back at school when I’d carried the
goat up the side of the building to leave it in Madame Duparde’s dressing room.
Now that had been a good time. I paused for a moment caught by a thorn from the
bush twining in the trellis. Camilla had used that to blackmail me. I hadn’t
known the goat would eat half of Madame Duparde’s hats. She’d been furious, so
angry with flashing black eyes holding up a ruined hat that I hadn’t dared
refuse Camilla, not when her conditions seemed so harmless. Writing her letters
home for her was better than facing Madame Duparde’s wrath. Of course, Camilla
had told Madame Duparde that it was me the day she left school anyway. The
memory came back with a clarity I didn’t expect, the look in Camilla’s eyes
bringing back the confused betrayal I’d felt.
I swallowed down a
wave of nausea as I continued to climb in my skirt. I carefully eased the thorn
out of the fabric then continued carefully the rest of the way until I slid
over the edge of the balcony to stand nonchalantly at the edge of the crowd
with only a few people giving me puzzled looks. I smiled at them confidently,
hoping that I wouldn’t faint again as I pushed gently around the too warm
bodies to find the glass flinging culprit and the Hunter.
No one looked like
they were interested in anything more than flirting with their neighbors. I
smoothed my hands over the railing while I looked down. Maybe the Hunter wasn’t
on the balcony after all. I searched the crowd until my gaze was drawn to a
shockingly intimate dance between the Cool guitarist and the tree branch that
looked remarkably human, female, and like me.
I swallowed an
unexpected wave of embarrassment. I would never be so close against his chest,
leaning my head against his shoulder while his hands caressed my back. I stared
at the blatant desire on display, feeling hot shame at the same time a tentacle
of jealousy wormed its way into my stomach. Had he danced with me like that or
did he find it more natural to express desire with a tree?
I heard a familiar
growl to my right. I stopped breathing as I turned my head in time to see a
large bald man clench his teeth on a cigar while he gripped his glass, pulling
back to launch it at my date.
I grabbed a bottle someone had left on the
railing and brought it down over his big, ugly runed head. I’d searched
continents for him, and here he was, at a party?
Throwing drinks at my date as though I hadn’t been worried sick to death for
months? If anyone was going to inflict bodily harm on my date it was going to
be me, not my big, stupid, idiotic brother, former Son of Slide.
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